Repercussions
16 Oct 2011 Leave a Comment
in Relations Tags: dick, Fuck, hubby, infections, Sassy, Sassyslut, sex
Can five sex partners in three days, fuck up your vajayjay? *sigh* For me? Yup. I came down with a yeast infection and can’t figure out why. Started out with some serious cramping the next day and it lasted two days until I decided to medicate. I am not a fan of doing this because it brings on my period and (Dammit!!) Sassyslut and I are on the same schedule. So I am really hoping here that I just didn’t fuck that all up.
I am at the mercy of a sensitive crotch and will keep hand sanitizer or make playmates wash their hands before going there. And maybe I need to not let any fingers go in there. I have no clue.
I canceled our lunch date for this past Friday due to this issue and well straining my back. Yeah, not a spring chicken anymore and need to watch myself with over doing things around the house. Little ones wanting to be picked up don’t help either.
So, I entertained you all for a good few days. :/ Hopefully I will be back in the saddle again soon. I really want to take a crack at Dick again. Weird, right? I’m more of a one hump wonder but this guy has potential.
Anyhoo, I hope that by Friday I will be tits and balls deep with Sassy and one of those guys we selected.
And in other news, I at least gave Naughty Little Monkey and her hubby some boner fodder to burn up some of her excess energy.
Karaoke Kay
09 Oct 2011 Leave a Comment
in Open marriage, Relations Tags: boyfriend, breast, karaoke, Kay, Kiss, kissing, orgasms, penetration, Relationships, sex, threesome
I have a very dear friend that I written about two years ago; the Lesbian. Feel free to catch on her story before reading any further on this posting.
Ok, all caught up? Good. Well knowing that she is bisexual I can’t keep her named as the Lesbian. So I will rename her. Kay is a fantastic woman that found her way in the world of Karaoke like her boyfriend. While pursuing this great pastime she has made loads of friends and developed a serious crush on a fellow Karaoke singer. He is very similar to her boyfriend and things progressed to a drunken evening in a threesome with her boyfriend and her crush. Confusion ensued as she contacts me for help. Her boyfriend, although initiated the threesome for what seems to be for the specific reason to DP her, was weird about the whole thing and did not know the state of their relationship. Sex was off and orgasms were not achieved all around and the crush grows stronger.
While talking to her I found that she has not understood the type of relationship she can have with her boyfriend if she just talked honestly with him. Her rocker boyfriend has had a very colorful sex life and this tells me that an open relationship is not something he would be against. I even tossed in that to help her smooth the relation out into a more positive avenue, that I would help them out in doing a threesome with them.
Not so shockingly this was exactly what was needed to help them. Several weeks go by and I get a call from her asking if I would like to have a fun time this evening. We were to go to a bar, sing Karaoke, do a little drinking and then meet up with the boyfriend after he gotten off of work. I said sure!
Now I am not into the types of men she is into. He is a rocker with piercings, tattoos, bald and a full beard. His look does not turn me on but as a person I truly liked him. My love for my friend was enough to agree to this evening without a second thought.
I dress up in a sexy dress and got all girly for them. She was unsure about the whole situation until she saw what I was wearing. In the bar that she frequents a lot, she was very affectionate with me which probably had the regulars wondering. We sang our songs (which I was horrible at), drank our drinks and headed back to house.
Her boyfriend needed a shower as he handed me a cheap beer to drink. He works as a cook and had the musky smell of sweat that was going to be deal breaker if he didn’t shower. Luckily after a few mentions of him needed to take a shower he did it and shows back up in a towel.
It’s about midnight when the festivities began. Kay began kissing me and it was game on. As I was stripping she turned on some hard rock music via the internet radio that tossed in a commercial every few songs. While she was doing this her boyfriend was all over me, kissing me and then moving down to my breasts. I always find the attention I get on my breasts very light and wanting to tell them to be a little rougher, but instead I just enjoy it. He kisses me to my side and his beard tickles causing me to giggle. His beard is very soft and I just have to get used to it.
He then pushes me on my back and goes right to town as I feel Kay’s lips on my nipple. I then pull her up to me so I can kiss her. We go at this for a good while as I enjoy the oral he performed. He stops to put on a condom (which I thankfully forewarned about my allergy to spermicidal ones or this evening would have been a bust) and enters me. Oh it’s delicious. He is not huge and just the right size. Kay is excited as she raves about his cock and I have to admit I liked it. He fucked me while I again kissed Kay some more. After a while of me getting all the attention, I stopped him to switch positions. I had her lay down as I draped over her to kiss her. He came up behind me and then bites me right on my tattooed butt cheek.
my tat 
That was super hot! He then entered me while we were kissing and my thigh was on her pelvis as we fucked like this and I watched her cum all over my thigh.
We take a quick potty break and he lays down to tell me to get on top. I straddle him and begin to ride him. I feel Kay behind me as she cups my breasts and nibbles on my neck and ear. This position was so hot that I came four times and boy was I loud about it. They both loved making me cum and I so did I!
I pop off and have her straddle him as I come up behind her to do the same thing for her. I tend to be a bit rougher as I pull her hair and bite on them. I am not sure how many times she came but she wasn’t as loud as I was. It was definitely hot to see them both cum at the same time though.
We took a quick potty, beer and check the phone break. Kay kissed me and pushed me back down on the bed and dove right to my clit. Orally if I compared the two, I would say they were about equal with her being a bit more aggressive. I usually don’t care for being fingered but with her it was pretty nice. Until she starts pushing up on the inner part of my vagina that apparently is where your G spot is. I squirm some to stop her and open my eyes to see the head of his cock looming over my forehead. I begin to giggle and both look at me as I laugh about the cock over my head. Kay goes back down on me as I begin to play with his cock. I stroked his cock feeling it get hard as I run my tongue the length. The position we are in puts his cock at an angle that would be hot for those who enjoy porn flicks with the cocks entering a mouth at hitting the side of the cheek. We are doing this for a while as he pushes his cock into my mouth and all I can think of is teeth! How can a guy enjoy the sharpness of teeth running along their cock. He seemed to like it.
Another commercial hits and it’s about crunchy nut cereal and I burst out laughing. I asked if he had crunchy nuts and we all are in a fit of giggles. I think this is where we petered off and snuggled some before I asked about the time. It was past 2 am and I was ready to go home. He thanked me and kissed me goodbye and she took me home.
This brings a full circle to our relationship that evolved over the last two years. I introduced her to her new life and created a beautiful self assured bisexual woman who found her love. It may have been two years since we last been together but it felt like a few weeks. She wants to have me over to do this several more times and I joke about waiting 2 years again. But we will see. I am not good with repeat performances even if it was pretty damn good.
Disturbed
26 Jul 2011 1 Comment
in Open marriage Tags: communication, consideration, hubby, husbands, Open marriage, respect, revelations, sex
Due to my first ever go at pneumonia , I have been out of commission these past few weeks. Never having this sickness I find myself not really feeling sick but really tired and I can sleep longer then I usually can. But what has been putting a damper on life is a gawd awful cough that literally has me gasping for air, heaving a bit and wetting myself. Yeah.. sexy. Not.
So entertaining myself I have been reading other bloggers and talking with other OM’ers and I find myself seriously disturbed at what I am seeing. So much so that I question the true nature of what an Open Marriage is all about. I believe that OUR marriage was opened for the reasons of being able to experience things outside of our marriage without fear of repercussions. That was my first initial revelation as it revolved around us as a couple.
My second revelation was that we can openly speak freely to each other and this literally set us free. Free to say things like; this meatloaf tastes like shit, please don’t make it again. Being honest with each other and not having the need to lie is an amazing high. Feelings may get bruised but we each have our things that bother us about the other so getting it out in the open is a breath of fresh air.
My third revelation was that I found my husband to be light years ahead of me on so many levels that he became more interesting and exciting to be with. While sexually things didn’t change a whole lot, other than the fact that I was no longer “faking” it. Hubby knew when I got off and when I didn’t. But he has been able to get me off famously now.
Respect for each other and showing each other consideration is something that was unspoken rules because of our love for one another. We now speak the same language and are just about always on the same page. Another thing we do naturally is to surprise each other with little presents or deeds to show the other how much we appreciate them. Our Open Marriage just helped our lives together to evolve into something fantastic. Close friends envy it and I would not give it up for the world.
I felt such a disturbance from other’s OM that I had to realize our life is not like theirs. Neither one of us hated or disliked the other. We still liked having sex with each other. It was just our lack of communication that created our “cause and effect” which became an Open Marriage.
I guess I feel that those choosing to Open their Marriages is just prolonging the inevitable. Especially when one becomes self indulgent without giving consideration to the other and/or stop having sex with their spouse. Somehow to me, it feels very cold and not a marriage anymore. Amazingly it’s the men that fall into the “not having sex with my wife” category. It makes no sense as to why a man would be okay with that scenario unless they:
1.) no longer feel attracted to their wife
2.) are Asexual
3.) Gay
Or maybe they just lose interest in begging for it and just accept the fact their sex partner is now their hand. They don’t tend to go out get laid either, which makes no sense at all. Perhaps they are scared?
Well that’s my thoughts on other people’s Open Marriages. Amazingly we are all different. I have met many different versions and I have yet to find one that is like mine. Which makes me feel even more special and appreciative for landing such a awesome man for a husband!
******Please note*********
I am in no way ridiculing anyone’s marriage and how it has evolved for them. This posting is just me venting a disturbing thought that had me feeling that OUR marriage was doomed to fail. After having a long talk with my Hubby, he reassured me that we would not be going down that dark path. But like most things that nag me; I have to vent, rant and plain ole spit it out to feel better.
Cramps!
06 Jul 2011 2 Comments
in Relations Tags: Cramp, doggy style, dripping wet, early morning sex, hubby, leg cramp, sex
Summer time brings on the carnal lust that seems to go dormant in the winter. I find I have been in the mood for getting down and dirty more lately. Usually this time frame hits late at night and I resort to wandering thru some porn sites. Getting myself all worked up, I decided that I needed to go wake up the hubby!
It’s about 2 in the morning when I snuggle up to him and begin to rub all up on him. He does his little laugh and rolls over for me to have my way with him. I drape myself over him as he stretches out for me. I drag my breasts down his stomach to his cock as I straddle his thigh so I can ride it while playing with his cock.
This is one of my favorite things to do to him. It’s intensely erotic for me as I work him up. Rubbing my breasts all over his dick and grinding on his thigh can really get me going. Once that gets him hard, I took my time loving him with my mouth and tongue. I like to play with the head as I swirl my tongue around the tip.
Once I jumped on it was obvious that I was extremely wet and that can hinder the friction. Once I got moving it didn’t matter because he was working his magic and the orgasms came rolling in. Being so overly stimulated they came in fast and easy. But they were also progressively getting stronger. Once I hit the hardest one I found myself also having a leg cramp that had me howling.
Hubby then put me in doggy style and I found that I was dripping wet. I requested quick wipe with a nearby towel, which does help with keeping the friction going. He then goes to work, grabbing my ass as he pounds me hard. It was awesome! I can feel when he comes and he lets out a howl himself. Turns out he had a double leg cramp going. Yeah! Time to hydrate and get some potassium in us! LOL
What’s up Buttercup?
11 Apr 2011 Leave a Comment
in Open marriage Tags: autism, hubby, MFM, sex, Sheman
So what is going on with me.. been a while since I posted and I should get up to speed on things I suppose.
Life in general has taken over into many family oriented avenues that have actually involved Sheman in some very personal space of mine. As you all know I hold all those at arms length and my family is sacred ground that I do not allow those into. Yet, she is there. Some how in my drug induced haze of it all she was there and I didn’t fight it.
Whats going on with me. Well this stupid back flare up has caused some lovely nerve damage that has now wandered into my ankle and foot. I have swelling and numbness that isn’t painful but extremely annoying. I know I have to take things easy and not cause more damage but stupid me likes to push my limits. So Sheman has been around a lot to help out with my babies.
One thing that she was here for was a defining moment in which my youngest child had become diagnosed with autism. I have an older child that is also autistic which is why I am so very protective of my children. This moment was not something of a shock to my hubby and I but it was more certain when the psychologist said that she was indeed autistic. This opened up old wounds with my mother that I really don’t want to get into here but we will just chalk it up to a very un-supportive moment with her that was a long time battle.
What is so amazing about Sheman is she is fantastic with my kids and my youngest is quite comfortable with her. So I actually quite grateful to have her around. I also think I was able to help her secure a job within the school district that works with autistic children due to her being here and assisting the psychologist with her diagnosis. This is all a possibility but none the less she would be fantastic at it.
So as I am going thru this healing process, the MFM party has pretty much been put on hold until I feel fit for it. Hell, I haven’t even had sex with my hubby in damn near a month now. So I have some making up to do with him first.
I did send him to the latest Fetish Ball that came around this past weekend. He had not been to one and I made him go. It was a Sci-Fi theme and I figured it be up his alley anyways. I wonder if I can get him to do a lil write up of what happened there. He gave me some details and it seemed like an enjoyable time for him.
Understanding the weirdness
13 Mar 2011 Leave a Comment
in Relations Tags: Body fluid, boundries, girlfriend, hubby, obligation, relationship, sex, Sexuality, Sheman, Weirdness
I think I’ve pinpointed the weirdness I have after an encounter. It’s due to the expectations from the other half that I do not want to contemplate. Fucking around changes the whole dynamic of a relationship. Once bodily fluids have been exchanged it can and has caused a change within the relationship.
Take Sheman and I. I played cat and mouse with her for months on end, toying with the idea of having sex with her. I burned thru multiple reasons about why I did not want to have sex with her until I was done going that route. So, I did it.
Weirdness followed and I have yet to even entertained the idea of hooking back up with her. Oh but she has tried her best to get me back in her bed, I have held fast. While her oral skills were quite impressive the rest was just, eh, so-so. Nothing I cared to repeat be honest. Oh I know I should give her another go and perhaps I will. But it’s not high on my list.
In that aspect, I consider her my Girlfriend and use her to get unwanted men advances to go away. It doesn’t help though. Seems they are more interested in knowing more or getting involved. LOL So I do consider her someone who I do care about but I find that she is all-consuming. She wants more now from me the ever and that puts me in freak out mode.
I find that my world is perfect as is. I have my primary who I adore and respect. I have my babies who come first above all else. This all it’s self is easily all-consuming. So to add in Sheman in this equation creates a chaos I do not want. Instead I found myself policing her on so many things that it became frustrating. I just want an occassional fun time that I feel no obligations to be crazily absorbed by another.
Sheman has tried numerous times to push me to spend more time with her and instead found me screaming in the other direction. Text messages coming in asking me “what are your plans today” would set my nerves on edge. I do not want to be obligated to telling her my every move. She does not need to know of my babies birthdays or that if I am her vicinity I have to see her. No. No I don’t. I have one person that I feel obligated to and that is my husband. The only obligation I feel I need to portray to her is if I am or have been sexually active with someone else.
So this is what brings on the weirdness, that they are unable to understand my boundaries. I automatically know they will want more than what I am willing to offer so I end up going cold on them. There are not that many out there with the same mind set as Hubby and I. Oh, I’m sure I give off mixed signals too but ultimately, I do what I want to do and not what they want me to do.
Does any of this make sense? It does to hubby and me.
I maybe bad, but I’m perfectly good at it.
15 Feb 2011 Leave a Comment
in Relations, Sexuality Tags: bad, Chains and whips, Rihanna, S&M, sex
Sex in the air, I don’t care, I love the smell of it. Sticks and Stones may brake my bones but chains and whips excite me! ~ Rihanna S&M
Oh if you have not seen or heard this song and video… mmmmm.. I .. well shit.. just watch it here!
Oh yeah it feels so good being bad! LOL
I’m actually shocked I haven’t seen something like this sooner. And what more is that I think Rihanna is hot. She has that curviness to her that’s not like the rest of the starving artists out there.
Well enjoy! Its my favorite song for the moment.
*Edit* Seems you can’t view this video on my page due to it being restricted. I would definitely check it out at www.youtube.com. It’s worth signing up for it!
whore-some urges
21 Jan 2011 Leave a Comment
in Open marriage Tags: cough drop, hardcore fucking, hubby, orgasm, porn, sex, stamina, vibrator
The old whore-some urges are back. As I have my flare ups I tend to flirt and paw at hubby for some quality naked time. LIfe is difficult at times and I find that our schedules are difficult as of late. So.. I have found myself up late at night and extremely horny.
I popped a cough drop in my mouth and beelined it to the bedroom, stripping along the way. Entering the bedroom its dark and I wait a few moments to adjust to the darkness, I see hubby lying on his back breathing deeply in sleep. I’m done stripping and slide into bed. He stirs slightly as I pull the blankets down to his waist and start kissing his chest and nipping his nipples. Trailing my way down his yummy trail to my goal. All the while he is slowly waking and realizing what I am doing. He finds his soft cock in my mouth and doesn’t stop me.
Within a few moments I have him hard and sucking his breath as I lightly blow on his cock giving him the hot/cold sensation he so loves. See I grabbed this tasty treat to prolong his ejaculation because Momma wanted a good long fuck. I continued to suck his cock and begun to deep throat him until the cough drop disappeared. Yum!
I assumed my favorite position of being on top as his thick cock eased into me I let out a little shiver of anticipation. From here it was a blur of orgasmic tremors that shook me from one peak to another until I begged to be fucked.
The next moments I remember were in doggy position as he began to piston in and out of me so fast and hard I was squealing in delight. It was amazing the stamina my honey has as he fucks me so hard and fast. I can’t get enough of it. When we both came it was like we were melded so closely that I did not want it to end.
This happened several days ago, the next evening I went in for seconds. Last evening I gave the poor man a break and watched some porn and played with my toy. It was not the same but did it job. Hubby wanted his fun early morning but I denied him. I see another late night visit in his very near future happening.
New Year
02 Jan 2011 Leave a Comment
in Open marriage, Relations Tags: Feeling Good, hubby, intervention, Jennifer Hudson, New Year, sex
It’s a new year and I am optimistic. I woke up New Years Day with Jennifer Hudson’s voice rockin “Feeling Good”. She does an amazing rendition of this Nina Simone song. I love this so much that I have taken this song as my anthem for the year to keep me on the right path.
Sexually I have been so stagnit that my slut sisters are contemplating an intervention. I believe I would not fight it if it came down to this. I am definitely in a self-imposed rut that is pathetic to me as well! So much so I have had dreams about it! This morning my hubby made one of his countless attempts of getting me in the mood but to no avail. His old tricks are not working and not getting his desired effect. In fact it has me brushing his hands off me and going back to sleep or rolling away from him.
This morning was no different and in my semi-conscious state I had a conversation with him where he told me that there was an office pool as to when we were going to have sex again. Someone at his job had 20 days and he was losing. If I add it up it has probably been that long or even longer. Yeah its pathetic. But I woke up a little irritated that he had this pool going! So I made point at mentioning it. He laughed at me stating that he does not have this going and we could easily rectify this problem by just “doing it!” So.. We did. I was in orgasmic heaven and he was amazing in getting me off. He even tossed in a few new moves that was awesome and had me begging for more.
So now I gotta say, why am I such a dumbass in not putting out sooner? Stress, life, timing, kids.. these always get in the way. Making the time to connect with again is much more important. These past weeks have been awful for both of us and its mainly because of lost of the laughter and becoming susceptible to minute issues that ruin a fun time.
Well its a New Year. ♪♫ It’s a new dawn.. It’s a new day.. It’s a new life..For me…And I’m feeling good ♪♫
Control
21 Dec 2010 3 Comments
in Relations Tags: control, hubby, sex, Sheman, stubborn
Today Sheman helped me out of a jam. It was a car issue and she offered to have the car towed by using her AAA. I seriously need to get this service since I’m always having car issues.
So she offered and I stubbornly accepted. She had ended up accompanying the tow truck to my home. This shot off huge flair of “WHY?!?!” She calmly explained that it was because that’s where I wanted the car to go and she had to “act” as if the car was hers. Um, ok. Dammit!
I was very upset about this. Sounds petty doesn’t it. But I cannot help but be so protective of my family and domain. I okayed the tow but not the unexpected invite to my home. There was no invite!
She knew I was not ok with this. But here she was at my doorstep handing me the keys to my car. What could I do but let her in? She realized I was not thrilled about this and proceeded cautiously to get me relax. I really do enjoy her company and when we talk its a great connection. But I have an issue and its all me!
Towards the end of our visit she tells me something that I know to be so true. “You don’t like it if you are not in control” Boy, don’t I know it. Why!? Fucked, if I know. I don’t believe I am so rigidly in control with my life. With my family I am relaxed to an extent. But I am when it’s in regards to a sexual/feelings interest in someone outside my husband. So yeah with Sheman I run hot and cold like a crazy pms bipolar female.
Why am I fighting this so hard? I’m such a stubborn bitch that I can’t enjoy this woman’s company without being comfortable enough to let down my guard and feel. I again have to give her kudos to put up with my psycho shit. Maybe I am scared. Scared of what? Her.
I need to dwell on this some more. Or maybe I should go back to the random empty sex that was so unsatisfying. Or maybe just do her. Right?
