Karma baby, Karma
17 May 2010 4 Comments
in Open marriage Tags: cheating, facebook, girlfriend, harrassing, karma, liar, married, Open marriage, scare tactics, teasing, threesome, wife, yahoo
This is a fantastic story as to why I won’t date married men. If a married man tells me that he is in an Open Marriage then I now would ask to meet the wife. By doing this I flush out the lying bullshitting men trying to cheat on their wives and get their dicks wet.
I mentioned this fella back months ago in this posting, were he wooed me for multiple months, jumping thru my hoops all the get laid.
After nearly three months of non communicative comments, he waltzes back thinking all is great and we should pick things up back where we left off. But I can’t. I feel like something is off with this man. I feel that he is lying but I am not sure about what. And it really just killed whatever feelings I had for him. Which totally sucked because we were both in an open marriage and it could have been a nice time.
Until I get an email from him thru his Facebook page, asking me how are you. I found that odd. Why is he not IMing me thru Yahoo, or texting me on my cell phone? Ok whatever. I went with it. I answered with a “did you see the picture I sent to your cell?” In reference to my last threesome and he answered he did not. Asking me to resend it to him but to a different number. So I obliged him, thinking what a nice little teasing gesture of what he will never touch again.
A few minutes later my cell phone rings and its him, turns out I was chatting with his wife on Facebook. I busted out laughing. He said that she was all bent about someone on his page. And wanted to know who I was. He apologized for getting me in the middle of it. I said I wasn’t. I have nothing to hide. I then asked if she knew about my girlfriend that he was messing around with too. His response was “well ya see, it never came up’. Right. You lying mother fucker. I tell him I gotta go cause I am beyond ok with talking with him any longer.
I am then bombarded with texts from his wife asking all sorts of questions about him and I. Before I answer them I ask her the main question that has been bugging me all along about him. “Are you in an Open Marriage?”
She says yes and then I proceed to answer her questions. This filters into the next day and I am still answering her questions. I tell her everything, the man had enough time to fess up to his wife but didn’t. So I sunk his ship for him.
She then calls me and starts spewing her own madness. They are not in an open marriage and never had been. He cheated on her over 10 yrs ago and now again with me and another woman. She wants a divorce. Pretty simple right. Oh no.. so wrong.
He starts harassing my girlfriend because she is married and NOT in an Open Marriage but doesn’t say two words to me. He has nothing on me to shut me up. So he uses scare tactics on my friend to shut her up. She was confused as to why he is doing this. My theory is you cheat once, you can be forgiven. Cheat multiple times you are done for.
I also know that other people have said they were in an Open marriage and that the wife is lying. There is other details that makes this all the more twisted and surreal. Who is lying and who is wacked?
I believe they are both lying and both are wacked. And their drama is not mine or my friends bag. But overall, when you are traveling in this lifestyle you run into familiar faces in your area. Sooner or later your lies and indiscretions will come to light and those closest to you will see the true you.
So in short, Karma baby, Karma. Kicks you in the ass every time.
Bold black man
11 May 2010 1 Comment
in Relations, Sexuality Tags: black man, bold, breasts, curvaceous, dick tease, flirting, fucking, hard-core, naive, teasing, thrusting
You never understand a sexual experience when you are young, naive and a fledgling at sexual encounters. This posting is referring to one that makes me recoil and state “Damn! If I only knew what that was all about, I would a been his bitch!”
I was in my 20th year and had sex multiple times, fell in love , which then fell into a string of one nighters and then into the arms of a drunken verbally abusive man who later did lay a hand on me. After I got rid of the trash, I realised I had the power of being a delicious dick tease to the men around me.
One particular group that really took a shine to me were the black men and I didn’t mind it. My curvaceous body was well appreciated by these gentlemen and I adored the attention I received from them. I was honing my teasing flirtatious techniques on this one gruff looking black man who had a deep grumbling voice that reminded me of Barry White singing “Can’t get enough of your love, babe”.
After so many encounters with this man who I will call Barry now, he asked me to stop by sometime after hours. Me being silly, naive and a total dick tease, I thought fun! Lets see where this goes. I had to say it has it excitement being a tease and I loved that momentum building. So I stopped in to see him.
Where I worked was a hot place and we all had these dark blue cover alls that you wore over your clothes to protect them. Since I wore mine all the time I took to wearing just them with bra and undies.
Meeting him in his work space was dangerous if we were to be caught, but that’s the point isn’t it. He shut is door and I backed up a bit so that I was not so close to him but able to converse further with my teasing. Except he didn’t give me time to. Barry being a very big man grabbed me around my waist and sat down while neatly placing me on his lap in one fluid moment. He then unzipped my coveralls down to my navel and yanked down the upper part over my arms so that I was exposed and unable to really move.
I remember his big meaty hands shoving my bra out-of-the-way and mauling my grapefruit size breasts. His hands were rough and when he brought my nipple to his mouth, I watched in amazement as he sucked my breast in to his mouth and chewed on my nipple roughly. It was all so shocking and rough. And he repeated this to my other breast making sure that punishment was dealt out equally between them.
I don’t believe I said anything but watched in amazement and bewildered at to what was going on. I spent more time wonder what the heck then living in the moment.
He moaned and gruffly groaned as he devoured me and I held on for dear life. Barry took just a few moments really to chew up my breasts when he stood up, still holding on to me and spun me around ripping the cover alls all the way down now to where I stood there exposed. I tried to catch my bearings and my thoughts when I found myself bent over into doggy style position and my underwear being ripped off me.
I never once screamed stop or thought of stopping him. It never occurred to me to make him stop. I felt some pain but there wasn’t excruciating pain. And I didn’t think he would actually hurt me. I think it was something I was experiencing and I had no clue what it was but had not intentions of stopping it either.
So there I was bent over, undies ripped off me and wondering what the hell is going on. When I felt his thick cock enter me with out so much as a “may I please?” He took me. He took me hard. All I could do was hold on tight.
He fucked me hard. Harder than I ever had been fucked before. Barry growled and talked dirty to me as I held on during this hard-core pounding I was receiving. I felt my teeth rattling it was that hard.
Barry held on to my hips as he thrust harder and then with a low growl he dumped his seed into me. Holding me there for a few moments as he enjoyed his conquest and I shook.
Withdrawing himself and zipping it up, he smiled and chuckled a deep satisfied chuckle. I began to collect myself and felt all sorts of confusion. He mentioned another meeting but in my head I was screaming hell no! I gave him a cute smile and said we’ll see.
As I walked away on unsteady legs, I felt like I was violated and scared. I never went back to him or made myself available to him. He knew what he did. It was a very good lesson. Dick tease that I am, I took it like a champ.
Now looking back on it, I should have tossed myself down onto his feet and pledged my tight pussy to him to abuse in any way he saw fit. I was a silly girl then.
Internet Tease
10 May 2010 Leave a Comment
in Relations Tags: attraction, cock shots, gagging, sex, spontaneous, tease, teasing, webcams
I’m an internet tease.
There I said it. Over a period of time I turned into one. No guy would be interesting enough for me to want to meet. Women were always able to get a quick invite to coffee, but the men. Oh boy the hoops they have to jump thru.
How did I get so jaded and closed down? If you met me in person, you would not believe that the bitch with that horrid profile is cute, sweet, funny me! Seriously! I am all that and a bag of chips. Yet within the time frame of opening our marriage I became hostile and down right mean to men. Now grant it, some of them REALLY needed to be put in their place. But I do get that they are all in this dating scene to meet a gal that will be willing to suck their dick. I get that! Sure!
So I believe after one to many cock shots of trying to get my attention and they’re over bearing need for a quick meet, I realised damn I gotta be more cautious and not let these wackos any closer. Weeding them out you tend to get the ones that are, well.. not really what you want!
I believe I need to revise my rules and give some of these candidates more of a chance.
So! The rules..
- Must be local – I can’t bend on this. Sex in cars are for cheaters and kids. I like to be spontaneous and a guy being two hours away is not spontaneous.
- No cock shots- I don’t want to see it until I am gagging for it.
- A meet should be done within a week’s time frame of heavy chatting via IMing. Webcams really help speed up the process. Otherwise the longer the meeting takes the less likely I will be attracted and you become the dreaded friend mode.
I believe those are great rules! Moving from those I would require other things, such as:
- A recent picture
- Complete name – hubby will want this info before I am to meet them.
- Lots of background info- work, email addy, phone numbers, etc. Again for hubby, he likes to make sure I am safe and to be able to track down the asswipe dumb enough to hurt me.
So from all that I believe I will be altering my profiles and see what I have been missing. I will no longer be the internet tease!
Ending?? I think not!
05 May 2010 Leave a Comment
in Relations Tags: cheating, concerns, confusion, emotional, faithful, husband, infidility, sexting, sexual, teasing
Woke up feeling sad but determined. I was determined to not let Limo Guy walk away so easily. Not sure what I was going to do but dammit I won’t be tossed to the side like that without him giving it a shot.
Easiest thing to do is to walk away instead of trying. It’s why so many marriages end in divorce. I am no angel and I am unbelievably lucky to have an amazing husband that took my infidelity so differently then how everyone else would have reacted. But even if he didn’t react the way he did and flipped out on me. I know I would not have walked away from him and our life. I can’t say if I would be faithful but I would not leave him. I would make do with my situation anyway I have to.
I received a forward of a raunchy picture via a text. It was perfectly funny and raunchy enough to forward on to Limo Guy. So I did, feeling him out to see what he would say. The texts started out simple and funny. I pushed slighty to see if he would bolt or bite. He continued to text me and I found the texts becoming more a sexual teasing. It was cute and hot at the same time.
So now, I’m thinking he didn’t end it. He voiced is concerns and how he can’t handle the situation but he’s not walking away from it either. Baby steps is where this has to go. He has to work out the kinks on his own and we will see. So we are not off this ride yet! This ending? I think not!
